My Ego was like Darth Vader, born innocent with beautifully powerful capabilities designed to serve others. Betrayed too often, its allegiance shifted to the dark side, created the Death Star and sought to destroy the Universe. And by Universe I’m referring to my self-esteem, immune system, gut health, and literal heart. (The Ego Center has the most biological correspondences of any Center)

I’m no expert in planetary transits but when the draft opinion to possibly overturn Roe v. Wade was leaked my mind immediately matched it to the current celestial weather and my mind was blown. The relationship to these planetary bodies and what plays out here on earth is truly remarkable and the more I dive into Human Design and astrology the more I see that we are living in a program. The first planet we’ll take a look at is Pluto.

When young adulthood started I began to wonder if I had come to the wrong planet. How could life feel this off? When I wasn’t mentally beating myself up I was relaxing into the dark fantasy of leaving this world for good. Thoughts of how I would end it were the only stimulation capable of turning off the negative self talk. I was stressed to the point of autoimmunity, depression, and deep, deep bitterness. This was my normal, I hated myself, or so I thought.